All I seem to do is cry, im a fat mess.
Need To Be Thin
Sounds cliche doesn't it?
However I have NO will power whatsoever so I'm hoping by making this that it will give me the boost I need.
I'm 5ft 3 and weight 10 stone 3lbs. I want to loose a lot of this. Help would be appreciated.
Sorry
Sorry I haven’t been posting lately. Things have been bad at home and I have a lot going on. Me and my mum aren’t gettin on because I’m down all the time. I snap at her easily and get defensive when she tries to make me eat. I know it hurts her but I really can’t help it. I’ve started seen a guy as well. We’ve had sex but I cried when he tried to take me top of. Hysterically. He tries to understand me but really I don’t want him to know how fucked up actually am. Lately when I get down or upset or angry. I have scratched myself. To stop people seen how bothered I am. It bleeds and I keep scratching. I can feel the skin under my nails and I keep going. It hurts but not as much as I normally do. It relieves me. It’s the only time I feel like I’m copying with it all.
BLESSED WITH A CURSE
So I haven’t posted a lot recently, sorry. After my weekend where I gave in to a take away I felt really bad. It gets me down and people notice how shit I feel. So I haven’t really eaten. 109 calories on Monday and then I went to a friends. It helps because I can’t eat on front of boys. Anyway I know have bad tonsillitis and can’t eat anyway. Also gives me a reason to say no to dinner :) seems like a blessing in disguise.
i will always reblog this
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copied the picture from somewhere.
thought it summed us girls up well!
xo
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how badly do you want it?
- p.s. i have a page on my blog that has good “thigh gap” exercises-
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